today got trg at 1....the final 12 out....and i am not in...shld i say tt i am happy or sad bcos i nv get in???i oso donno as i already get prepare tt i will not get in cos of my skill or attitude or my attendance???i oso donno...but i happy is bcos nv get in den don need to be ball picker...cos a ball picker job is veri sian and is kind of odd 1 out in the team..can you imagine tt you get into the team is to play in a match but ended up is jus to be a ball picker and not oli 1 match but almost every match...there4 not getting into the team maybe is a good thing for mi...but the sad part is cannot leave sch early...but cannot leave sch early maybe is a good thing...at least i wont miss out any lesson...lols...so wat i can oli say now is amkss b girl 07 jiayou for north zone ba...

den mon still got trg...shld i go???i oso donno...there is too much thing i donno...too much...stress up tis few day...and was so suay...homework are like free flow....get as much as possible...went under the rain yesterday....reach home wanted to do dnt mindmap but ended up falling aslp in the living room...slept for long hour till the night...den need to hand in math revision 1 paper but my paper donno wat happen and it was lost...having no choice had to redo the whole thing...was like wth...i was doing tt paper with my all heart and it jus got lost within a few days...den changed sitting arrangement...sit on the last row of the class...and its already nvm liao but tcher put mi sitting beside a slping beauty....die liao...donno how to survive for tis year...sitting behind is hard to listen in class esp with tcher with so soft de voice...and sitting behind will make mi not paying attention...omg...how am i really going to survive in this year...think i really really got to go tuition liao....maybe i am too over stress.....maybe wat i can say is i hate 2007....

in tis world nth is perfect and everything is jus unfair to some ppl...like mi or you or they or everyone????????i oso donno....maybe i will not update my blog liao...see if i am free or not...

i wan to play games of basketball....maybe oli basketball can make mi better....i wan to play alot alot of time....give mi play for hour and maybe i will be much much better....homework are getting more and more....